It is hard to come to terms with love that strange feeling you did not experience nor felt when everybody else seemed to know it well. That strange feeling you hear you were supposed to receive but you feel like you never did or at least you did not receive it enough. That weird feeling others show to each other but you do not even know how to be with. That absurd feeling of noticing how others like and love you more than you do to yourself. That strange, weird and absurd feeling of love. Wipe your tears away and see with more clarity How love surrounds you How love holds you How love heals Wipe your tears away so you can see love At your doorstep waiting to be seen Waiting for acknowledgment Waiting for an invitation from you to come in Wipe your tears away and take a few breathes in As you resist the idea of running away from love As you plan your next clever escape from loving yourself As you sabotage yourself again in loveless temptation Wipe your tears away and stay present with love Create space to feel the love from others Very deep within breathe in love Stay with it, get to know it, feel it Feel it’s flavor and texture Feel it’s intensity and generosity Feel the way back to sanity By the way of the love you deserve Resist the fear of love I wonder about those who taught you to fear it? I wonder about those who taught you this bad lesson? Tell me who were those who didn’t understand love? Who said you didn’t deserve it? And, please, grieve their lies of loveless love Let yourself be loved by Life Let yourself be loved by Earth Let yourself be loved by Fire Let yourself be love by the Universe Let yourself be loved by those who have countless times proven to you Unconditional Love Wipe your tears away every time you reject love because you cry deep within every time you don’t give yourself the chance every time you whisper to yourself that you don’t deserve it in spite of having loved and longed for love You know betrayal and lies You know defeat and shame You know pain and sorrow You know very well how it feels When you aren’t loved So your doors are closed to love Since you are too busy with the familiar loveless and fear It can be painful to receive that which is unknown It can be terrifying to love life with open wings It might prove you wrong again about you not deserving love And it might be right about how much you are loved And how much you have invested in your own unworthiness Wipe your tears away and know it is going to be hard but open your eyes and see a new reality open your eyes and see that See that You are loved by many You are loved to pieces You are loved |
AutorMerari E. Fernández Castro, Archives
November 2020
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